tired almost everyday..think is never sleep well..
always so sleepy..flash back alot of past memories this few days..
i was at Senja ytd..went to watch my sis perform & sharing
from ppl who overcome their own problem..

there's this girl from malaysia,she came to singapore for work..
as she is 2o plus,she wants to study a diplomat business in singapore..
as we all know,u have to pay ur first half a year fee
before u can actually study..so she work alot & come out with 1000 bucks..

she rent a room in this family of 4 with a maid..
so as she was going to sch to pay the fee,
she found out her money was lost..
so she quickly went back & ask the owner about it..

questioning the maid as she just work for the family not long ago with no income
but she is able to buy a fone & alot of new stuff..
of cos the maid say no & stuff..she was sent back the next day..
when we ask her abt her new fone,she say it was lost..

so in the end,her money wasn't found & the maid went back to her country..
she can't do anything about it..slowly,alot of things happen to her..
she couldn't accept the fact that in 4 month she from 49kg to 60kg..
soon,she have depression..

she thought of killing herself but
everytime she was about to jump down from the room window,
her family from malaysia would call her..she will pick up the phone but
dun have the courage to tell her parent abt the problem she has face
as she dun wan to be a burden to her family..

then her frenz realize & help her..soon she walk out her darkness path..
she face everything & now she is living her happy life..
thinking of her problem,i always think my is small..
ya,in the past i faced problem with my first bf..

i just share with you ppl who r reading..
i met my first bf long ago when i was in kotekitai group..(SSA)
i dislike him alot but when i was in sec 3,we became quite close..
we lost contact from pri 6 to sec 3..

during my sec 3,he came fetch me & bring me home from sch
when i can walk home like 15 mins will reach my house..
i was touched by wad he did & i accept him..
we will so sweet la but alot of ppl dislike him..

we broke up on the 10 month together..
i say i wanna break but he refuse & i say i give u 2 weeks to cool down..
we may be together for long again if we want to..but he went to find gf during the 2 weeks..
i felt stupid..(i know u all will say me stupid too..)

then he own my mummy alot of money..
till now still not yet pay..$800 plus u noe..
in the past,if my mummy or frenz talk about his name,
i will be super angry & will tell then how i feel abt it..

but now,when i think about the past,
i will think abt the happy time..
ya,i may still angry with him but i hope we still can be frenz
if we still got the chance..zhibin too..(second ex)

i told shengling i miss him..i dunno why..
maybe i start to cherish the past happy times with my 2 ex..
i really really hope i can be their frenz again..
(ok la,i really really wish la! but not sure will come true anot..)

today didn't meet bf cos he went to eat steamboat with his frenz..
so i meet up with dingxiang,sec sch frenz..(close buddy)
i didn't actually ask him out..i saw him at bubble tea shop near my house
so i decide to fetch his cousin with him..

he went up my house wait for me bath & eat..
then went back to the bubble tea shop to buy choco milk tea for his cousin..
took 232 then went to fetch him..his cousin still rmb me..=D
then saw his aunt waiting for them at traffic light..

they went to buy dinner & fruit drinks..
went up their house..talk craps with dingxiang..
then his aunt make durian pudding..
i ate & it was so NICE la!

teach jovian(dx's cousin) how to read..
then teach dx how to play RC..(facebook game)
ard 9.50pm went home..he sent me back..
wanted wait for his bus to come but in the end
he sent me back home..house outside lo!-_-"!

wanna thanks him for sending me back home..=)
LIM DING XIANG,THANKS!
now waiting for bf's call..
he now still not back home yet..hais..LOL!

picture with Jovian..=)