sorry guys..i have not update my blog for 10 days le..sorry!


dunno wad to write..got alot of happy times n sad times from 17 may till 27 may..all because of the word (PROBLEMS!)haix..everyday will have problems..i really need someone by my side now..i wan him to be wit mii when i need him,but every time is not him..y!y is not him?is he the wan for mii?cress keep on telling mii to follow my heart..but my heart keeps telling mii-> give up ba..he didn't wan to tell u anything..u always need to trouble your mummy,cress or even alice to tell u wad happen..wad past is already past..dun ask him who is yy if u really wan to give up on him..how?but now,ppl r telling mii tat,maybe he really got difficulty tat's y didn't wan you to have burden for you..HELL AR!give up?not give up?dunno..i give up..to give up or not,it all depend on him..

i am deeply hurt..

tears are running out from my eyes..

i can't stop it..wad am i going to do?

tis is not the first time le..

i really need someone by my side now..haix

haha..wad is aaron tay doing?

fat fat de david!

post for 16 may blog first..hehe..go sch wit peiyi den when we reach sch is already very late so cannot go up to our own classroom to put our bag..my first lesson is CPA den i get back my test paper..Wa,i pass loh but the mark is not wad i hope for la but is ok..den after CPA is English..yi wei can get back my english paper but in the end the HUI say she haven't mark finish so cannot give us back..shit her loh..is she promise say give us back wan but now she cannot..WTH!if u cannot keep the promise den dun promise us la..den i damm angry loh..nvm..is ok..i ren..den when she talking to us to tell us some stupid stuff,no one wants to listen loh so i do my own stuff..later she come to mii n say(can u stop doing your own things n listening to mii can anot?)i was like y loh?but i still keep my stuff loh..i am really damm angry loh..she nv think loh..y ppl dun wan to listen to her?dun tink tat u r a teacher den u r anyway correct loh..idiot la!spoil my mood loh..den after her lesson,i went out of the class loh..dun wan to see her..den got chinese lesson..lalala..den recess..last 3 lesson is PE!haha..den go play basketball wit peiyi wan..only the two of us..play untill half way,aaron from 4T2 came n wanted to play wit us..i am like quite blur coz he always play football wan ma..den nvm..play play play..den everytime when is aaron turn,he shoot n if the ball den go in,he will say F la or cb la or( tat wan not counted..)lol.den mii n peiyi will laugh untill stomach pain..chenyong came n wanted to play also..den i say play 2 on 2 la..boys VS girls..den they say ok n we play..aaron so funny loh..wan to shoot liao den run away..den later aaron cheo from my class n yongming from 4T2 came n we play 3 on 3..so happy loh..so long dun have tis fun le..i loving it..hehe..den after sch go out wit huiling n peiyi..only two ppl go buy bubble tea den all of us go buy bread n buy old chang kee foods..den we sit at the staircase near mrt station n inter..talking n laugh abt some stuff..den talk untill half way David came den i was like pointing at him n say(you die liao..den go sch..i tml go tell teacher..)haha..naughty mi..den he very er xin loh..do it again n i will beat you hor..joking!den later go back home rest,watch tv n eat..den very tired den slep le..haha..till here for ytd loh..

today..didn't go to sch..haha..my mummy ask mii stay at home n rest coz i last nite den slep well so bring mii to go see doctor..but in the end,i also nv go..dun wan see doctor..so till here loh..anything will update tonight..haha..take care!

almost everyday,i will meet peiyi at my house downstair to go to sch together..today morning weather is out of the sudden wan..didn't rain at first but suddenly,rain started to pour..lucky i am at the shelter..so went to sch wit jie..den i got back some of my exam paper today..

Chinese listening-> 24/30

Chinese Practical->14/20

EOA(Theory)-> 66.5/100

the exam score is not i wanted..so lan le..quite sad loh..den during maths lesson,my classmate all take their maths paper 1 back but i did not..the reason is..I DIDN'T TAKE THE TEXT!LOL!

when my sch lesson has all ended,i went to work..from 2pm till 6pm but i went there early to help them..hehe..see,i so guai..haha..juz joking..went back home n rest..bath,eat,watch n play..juz noe how to play Sudoku..so fun loh..thinking game..but i brought a CD but cannot Install..haha..so tis is how i spend my time today loh..oh, i forgot le..before going home after work,went out wit veron n peiyi because i am going to eat my dinner out so i ask them..hehe..but in the end,i still went home n eat..ok..let's talk untill here..anything wan to ask mii,juz go to my screamed n ask ba..till here..

i have already give in..wad else you wan mii to do?

shut my mouth up?i can't stand it..

pls,get out of my life..dun wan to think anymore..

let mii have peace pls

..i had enough..

sometimes,i hate people affecting my life..

when i am happy,people will surely give mii sad look..WTH!

wad you wan mii to do now?i can't even say a thing..

wad do you think i am?stupid?idiot?

GET LOST LA!

hate the way i am now..

*sorry for my behaviour..*

yeah!today finish my last exam of mid year le..yipee!lol..today is EOA test..quite easy,so i tink i can pass ba..haha..finish exam le den suppose to stay back to have my listening com but my chinese teacher say tml so wait till tml loh..den i go meet peiyi,veron,huiling,vans at LJS..later clarice came so eat together loh..but dunno wad happen,feel very tired n sick..feel so sleepy..den i didn't work n go home le..so tired loh..den go rest untill 8pm,gor coming eat dinner wit mii,xiaodi,mummy n daddy..den we order food to eat loh..den when we eat finish we guess the price of the food..all guess different wan..den when we paid tat time,all the food cost $80 plus loh..the highest is $64 only loh..den gor come our house till 10 plus den go home liao..so happy loh..once again we r a family eating together..but jie not there..haix..but is ok..haha..till here le..nite nite..

cough out from my month..
the present tat he give mi..

RESTAURANT!

Happy Mother's Day!

yup!today is 13 may'07..mi n my bf 9 months..i am so happy..hehe..

meet angeline in the morning at 8.30am at toa payoh gym outside..i was late loh..sorry..when i reach there,geline is already there..when i say hi n look inside the gym room,den i noe tat it start at 9am..oh my!so we went swimming first..when we go in,there is alot of children..maybe is mother day ba..den go change n off we go..SWIMMING!haha..angeline swim very good loh..i juz swim two round den i am out of breath le..i SIAO SIAO DE..lol!den after swimming,when shopping at supermarket..haha..buy my stuff den too tired liao den go home le..

i am angry loh..my bf say he will reach around 11am but he 11am den wake up..no hair la..den later he call n i tell him if u cannot come den dun need come le..den he reply say..no,i will come de..den i tell him ok loh..when i put down the phone, i yi wei he won't give mii any present de..later he give mii present..i am so happy loh..haha..I GOT A PRESENT>>I GOT A PRESENT!hehe..den my mummy reach home le so go eat together..eat liao den he need to leave at 2pm coz he got to teach tuition so i say thank you to him n he leave le..den at home watch tv untill like 4.30 pm..dunno y so tired untill i fall asleep..den when i wake up is at 5.55pm..den when going to toilet tat time,i cough den i cough out the dirty stuff..den got blood loh..oh my!but is ok la..so cool loh..hehe..den my mummy buy curry fish head for mii, mine brother,sister n herself to eat..eat liao rest till now loh..quite tired now..got to go slep now le coz tml still have my last paper..ok la..till here!nite nite!

aunt n nephews!
happy us!

posting my blog le..today is sat so no sch or cca for mii..went to work today..reach abt 12 plus..today is mii,dingxiang n junyong working in the afternoon..den ard evening ba,patrick n weikian came to the shop..is actually alright tat they r in the shop but i can't stand weikian loh..haix..idiot la..only like to fool around or play around..IDIOT!

den today after work,go out wit my mummy n bf..went to celebrate mother's day..actually wan to go eat nice food wan but all the shop got alot of ppl so go eat simple food..den the cost is not more than $20 loh..den go shop n save buy thing..dunno y buy untill $33..haha..den walk back home coz all of us very full..at home,we watch tv,talking n drinking coke..lol..den my bf went home coz he live at near west..so i was alone till now..quite tired loh but no choice..tml going to go swimming wit geline..yeah!till here..nothing much to say le..nite nite!

today juz finish my maths paper 2..haix..going to fail le..i didn't go for maths paper 1 loh..n paper 1 is 60 marks but paper 2 is 40 marks loh..even if i have full marks for paper 2,overall,i still fail..today i also nv bring calculate or curve rule loh..dunno i go sch for wad..everything nv bring..

i went to work around 12 noon but was late..25 mins late..WTH loh..den work quite happy den half way make wrong drinks..drop water..everything happen loh..den the lady boss ask mii am i alright den y i today so blur..i also dunno leh?dunno how to ask her answer also..den after work,meet my bf at toa payoh central..walk around..den go east coast..was so fun loh but didn't manage to take photo at the beach..today is my frenz birthday..so cool loh..but the sad thing is..I CANNOT SLEEP OVERNIGHT!my sis is over there now loh..but is ok..i love my bed..den around 8.30pm,i need to go home le den my bf send mii home..den i was like so happy..yeah!but now..I AM DAMM TIRED..wanna go slep now so today blog will be short..so sorry..haha..gtg slep now..take care u guy..nite nite..sweet dreams!

loving it!

so sian..tml got maths paper 2..cannot pass maths le..haix..going to be 12 le..faster write..yup..so today normal go sch..nv saw DM today..i in the morning very fuck up loh..dunno wad my classmate doing..DUNNO HOW TO GIVE SPACE AR!yi wei u all dun wan to move so i anyhow sit but ganna you all scold..i noe is my fault tat i didn't come early but u all shouldn't scold mii loh..in the end i still need to sit at other place..GNS la..dun talk le..

today my paper is so easy loh..actually 1 an half hour but i finish my paper using 30 mins..haha..hai wo scare tat i dunno how to do..finish exam,was suppose to go out wit peiyi de but angeline ask mii wan to swim den i long time nv swim le so i say yes..then outside sch,angeline say maybe she dun wan to go le den i say..(ok loh..when u reach home,sms mi let mii noe..)in the end,we nv go..so wait untill 11.45am,i took 232 to my work place..haha..i am so stupid loh..when i reach there den my boss tell mii today i didn't work..i was like?really ar?den how?lol..den they say nvm,i continue to work..haha.end my work at 6pm but i stay for awhile to help them..out of the sudden,when i was about to cap the cup,i hit onto jun yong..den my boss ask mii wad happen..den when one of my boss was cleaning the ice box,he looks very angry loh..after tat,they ask mii wad happen den i tell them nothing but in my heart,i am so sorry n sad..is all my fault..I AM SO SORRY!haix..i hope tat everything is alright tml..till here ba..anything happen,i will update de..nitenite!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO XIAOJUAN!

same stuff!

ya..life today was quite ok la..woke up this morning..suppose to wake up at 6 am but i wake up at 6.30am..i noe tat i am a lazy pig..yup..so i do my normal stuff..brush my teeth,pack my bag,change to uniform n tie up my hair..(sometimes i will bath in the morning..ok?)ard 7 am then i will leave the house..go to sch today wit clarice n peiyi..dunno y Mr Singh was at the side gate so early..i was like nothing la coz i dun care abt him..den clarice n peiyi was like...(Shit! he at there..)but we still pass by him safely la..den i go buy my Peach Tea n walk up the classroom..again,we saw him again..MR SINGH!tis time peiyi ganna caaught..her shirt..she was told to go to the girls toilet to dress properly..so unlucky loh..den when we are singing the national song,weikian keep on called peiyi..den peiyi say Kaope..i was like sh....not so loud..den when teacher is talking,he keep on talk n talk n talk..WTH!he like nv eat medicine loh..siao siao de..suddenly,a teacher call Mr Chan tell weikian wad u say?den he come forward n say,(i wan to talk to you..)i was like yeah, dun have noise le..he is so childish n playful loh..can't stand him..so i finish my paper at 9.45am..after tat,went home to take money from my mummy n i went to eat wit peiyi,huiling n clarice..we eat at fork n spoon..there isn't alot of ppl..we talk n we eat loh den they ask mii y i am so quiet?den i tell them coz i eating ma den peiyi say(cannot be loh coz even when i am eating i was still talk n talk wan..)is quite true la but i dunno y..den ard 11.30am,we all went home..peiyi n i walk together..she go home n i go work..walk untill 1/4,suddenly rain..we wanted to walk back n take bus but we dun have enough coins n i dun hav money left..so we still walk back..when i reach my work place,my WHOLE UNIFORM was wet loh..so i change to my working shirt n i start work le..

today is so wonderful loh..i end my work at 6pm n my bf come n pick mii up..he came early so he waited for me untill 6pm..(i am sorry to my frenz n boss at the work places today coz my bf..I AM SORRY..)so after tat he paid for my dinner n transport..i am so happy loh..even it is only 1 an hour,i am still very happy..(thanks for spending time wit mii even u dun really have the time..Love ya!..nothing happen today..hope tat tml is the same as today..till here..take care..

same thing..

sian ar..today go back to sch to have my CpA test..when i reach my classroom,my class was like so empty..only chinese students n some malay girl was inside..i was like WTH?didn't they now tat today they r having EXAM?but i was so stupid tat i forgot tat we r suppose to meet at the computer lab!lol..ya so my exam end at 9.30am..was like so bored loh..so i hang out with my frenz in sch untill 10 plus..i quarrel wit my bf today..so angry loh..dunno wad to say to him also..but in the end,i still have to say sorry to him..WA!even tis happen,i still have to WORK!..so i start my work at 1 pm..but before i when to work,i n erjie(peiyi) went to eat lunch at LJS..i was wondering y peiyi wan to eat LJS but when we reach there,i noe the reason le..coz huiling n her bro working..so eat,talk n laugh there..huiling's bro(sand) is so funny loh..keep talking n telling us funny stuff..i can't finish the food den sand say[wa,y nv eat finish?nvm,ask peiyi to eat coz she is very fat..]i was like diao?nothing came out of my mouth tat minutue..so after we finish,peiyi n i took bus 238 to loR 7..so i started working le..i was like very sian coz when i reach there,there is no one ordering anything..so when i was going to relax,there was so many ppl outside the shop going to order drinks..so i work from 1.15pm till 2 plus won't resting..so i top up all the drinks favourite..ard 5.45pm,junyong came to work at 6pm..he so funny loh..make fun of him also cannot..so easy angry de..haha..but in the end still ok loh..den when i finish my work liao,i went home n keep on play my sis's PSP..so fun loh..but i forgot to study..tink ok ba..lol..so tis is wad i did for today ba..tml still got E0A paper to go..i must Jia yo!yeah!hope tat i can be happy everyday..love ya!nite nite guys!

BLOG BLOG!

OMG!today i didn't go for my maths paper..WAKAO!last nite i slept abt 1am..then when i wake up,it was already 7. 45am le..my bro also..i hai ta didn't go sch also..haha..den mii n my bro kanna scolded by our daddy..idiot loh..after beinging scolded,i was asked to go buy breakfast..HELLO?i dun like to eat breakfast lo but i need to go buy..SIAN AR!later i sms angeline,huiling,peiyi,yanling n yifang wan to go eat wit mii anot..two can't go so i meet angeline,huiling n peiyi..when i met them,i saw clarice wit them too so we juz go out together..ard 12 noon ba,they wanted to go home le but i wearing home clothles den i wanted to go entertainment play games but they can't go in..talk untill half way,saw dingxiang,patrick n weikian going entertainment play..so jealous of them loh..i can go in but my frenz can't so i dun hav accompany..SO SIAN!but after tat,peiyi n angeline went home to change coz one of us say tat we go bishan walk walk..YEAH!can stay longer le..later all of us are suppose to meet at peiyi's house downstair the bus stop but is too early so we go her house..the first thing i go to her house is to EAT!coz i damm hungry..haha..after tat when we reach bishan,we walk walk there n play at there..so fun loh..so happy also..den we today also got take neoprints..mii,angeline n peiyi..i dun hav now but peiyi have..yeah..so fun today but tml hav to go back sch for exam le..hope all my frenz having exam now must have good grades n happy everyday..yeah..today got nothing sad things happen but i hope tat tml dun hav ba..takecare..miss ya..tata!

Smile always!

started tis blog today..actually i am suppose to be happy but i am not..

today i didn't go for kotekitai dance practice..quite sad but i am really tired..den i suddenly rmb tat i can meet er jie so i sms her..we went out today..before i meet her,i went to my work place to buy bubble tea..i brought her the drink 'only'..the drink is so nice loh..when we met,i pass her the drink..before she actually wan to drink,she ask mii who make the drink..den i say dingxiang..tink she quite ok wit it den she drink it but she say is too water liao because the drink is suppose to be blended but she say dingxiang make the drinks is better than mine..WA!so bad loh..den after talking abt the drinks,we take bus to bishan..we went to the mall..er jie actually wanted to take neoprints first but i decided to play first..she got no choice but to follow mii..the first thing tat i see was..THERE IS ALOT OF PPL!siao de lo..den i play rock fever 3..after tat i n er jie played the basketball shooting..jie shoot untill so good loh..better than mii..but i in real life better than her..LOL!after playing the games,we shop around the mall at level 4..walk untill half way,er jie saw a couple ring den she say very nice..only $70 plus..den i tell her..'you wan den u go buy loh..u got money den u can buy le..'haha..i am so bad..after tat,we walk into the neoprints shop..no one de loh..only the girl in the counter..haha..take finish liao den i go meet mine bf den er jie go home le..i go meet my bf at the bishan mrt train station..lalala..he came to my house to cook for my mummy, bro n mii..the food is ok..but i didn't care much..after he left,i dunno y but i sms one of his frenz..i was asking the person one question..when i found out the answer,i was so sad..y did he do tis to mii..i really dunno..confuse now..really dunno wad to do..haix..tink i going to lose trust on him ba..i wanna cry ar..how?

always think twice before doing anything..dun regret for life!