What a life.

My first post & the last for june.

Sorry for not updating cos i am damn lazy to log in to update.

been watching drama show every night till 4 or 5 plus.

is been a lifeless life for me. holidays now so I've been working almost everyday

just of the sick of killing time & earning money for me to spend.

School gonna start in 2 weeks time. i hope everything will be fine for me.=)

less than 2 month will be mine birthday. its gonna be fine too right?

i dun wan the things to happen just like 2007.

What to do.

Exam is this week. Didn't study at all plus project not done yet. hais. how? no mood..
29 may'10. The day he went back his home town. emo-ing but trying to smile.=)

Didn't wanna go at first but cos i put plane alot of time plus this is the last time i am going to see him.
went with my mum after work. took train from city hall then change at tanah merah station to airport.
i called him & i realise he took the same train as me so he came to look for me.
we talked till we reach the station. almost 17 ppl including me & my mum send him.

my feeling was ok as i just wanna send him cos he say he would want to see me.
went to terminal 1 & all of us took the train together. i was with my mum & he was with his frenz talking.
we reached & he went to check in as his flight was 12 am. is was only 10 plus. =)
i was just waiting for the time to past..

the check in took him 1 hours as he got too many gifts & stuff which delay somehow.
he was able to went in & wait for his flight.
that was the time my heart sank. it wasn't heartbreak but i cannot bear him to leave.
i hold on to my tears. i didn't talk much to him after that cos i was afraid i will break down in front of him.

he was about to go in then he hug everyone including me & my mummy..
i was still trying to hold on then had a false smile at him..
we said goodbye & take care. he went in,
i drop my tear at the moment.

my mum look at me & hug me.
i didn't wanna let him see me in tears
cos ...haha!!=)
then i called him but he didn't know i cry & stuff..haha!

i guess i stop here. my eyes are raining now..haha!
bye!

COLDWEAR DINNER & DANCE =D Nineteen May Two Thousand and Ten

Sick

My tooth is killing me. it hurts from my teeth to ear & ear to eye..

need to eat panadol extra to stop the pain.

i guess i have to see a doctor asap..

anyway, sch was great this time round cos i dun have to travel so far..

now in bishan which it save a lot of time & money for me. =)

teacher were great too but i still doesn't really have the heart to study..

oh ya, i'm actually preparing for june performance with YanZi,the singer. =)

quite excited. LOL! & i'm sorry for not updating my blog. =)
i hope everyone is fine with their study & work.
drink plenty of water & dun get sick. take care!

is time to sleep.
sign off~~~

Getting Lazy.

Everyone should have a goal in life.. i wonder where's mine?

I'm looking for it everyday but it just can't seem to be found..

Living in a life of happy go lucky..where's my goal?

Study?Dance?NightLife?Drama Queen??

School start on 12 april & my feeling is like so so..

in my heart, i have so many whys that i always can't get the answer..

am i thinking too much? getting older? haha!

i have nothing that i can strive for..

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I need rest. i guess i should really close down the blog soon..

update like once every two weeks..LOL!

i dun wan to elaborate the details of who i went out with this few week..

is always huiling,peiyi,veron & esther.

tues going out with kian they all & sat too..=)

that's all ba..=D

Nothing is enough for a human.

restless everyday..work,dance,off or went out with frenz till late night..

every day sleep not more than 8 hours.. TIRED! but can watch different drama is like so cool!=D

going bath & eat then watch drama!!=) 

dun wanna think or say much cos i dunno how to put in words..

maybe one day i will! =D  byes!

080310. meaningless

First paper for tml..Writing For Business.

Easier module i can say but a stupid module for me

as i dun even think that this module links to banking industries.

well,students are suppose to study as much as they can

so adults are much more pleased with the teens

or i mean KIDS. 

unhappy thing keeps hanging around me.

work,friendship & even life.

everything just dun go as smooth as i hope.

why? can someone tell me?

why would i feel that everything around me are moving differently?

did i do anything wrong? or is just that people are getting more & more selfish?

blogging with so many why..

LOL!! not like myself..

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my heart is feeling empty..
not because of boys as in guys..
i dunno how to put it in words..
lost of direction? no goals?

What a face!

that's all..=)