26 April 2010

Sick

My tooth is killing me. it hurts from my teeth to ear & ear to eye..
need to eat panadol extra to stop the pain.
i guess i have to see a doctor asap..

anyway, sch was great this time round cos i dun have to travel so far..
now in bishan which it save a lot of time & money for me. =)
teacher were great too but i still doesn't really have the heart to study..

oh ya, i'm actually preparing for june performance with YanZi,the singer. =)
quite excited. LOL! & i'm sorry for not updating my blog. =)
i hope everyone is fine with their study & work.
drink plenty of water & dun get sick. take care!

is time to sleep.
sign off~~~

04 April 2010

Getting Lazy.

Everyone should have a goal in life.. i wonder where's mine?
I'm looking for it everyday but it just can't seem to be found..
Living in a life of happy go lucky..where's my goal?
Study?Dance?NightLife?Drama Queen??

School start on 12 april & my feeling is like so so..
in my heart, i have so many whys that i always can't get the answer..
am i thinking too much? getting older? haha!
i have nothing that i can strive for..

-----------------------------------------------------------------------

I need rest. i guess i should really close down the blog soon..
update like once every two weeks..LOL!
i dun wan to elaborate the details of who i went out with this few week..
is always huiling,peiyi,veron & esther.

tues going out with kian they all & sat too..=)
that's all ba..=D

25 March 2010

Nothing is enough for a human.

restless everyday..work,dance,off or went out with frenz till late night..
every day sleep not more than 8 hours.. TIRED! but can watch different drama is like so cool!=D
going bath & eat then watch drama!!=) 

dun wanna think or say much cos i dunno how to put in words..
maybe one day i will! =D  byes!

07 March 2010

080310. meaningless

First paper for tml..Writing For Business.
Easier module i can say but a stupid module for me
as i dun even think that this module links to banking industries.

well,students are suppose to study as much as they can
so adults are much more pleased with the teens
or i mean KIDS

unhappy thing keeps hanging around me.
work,friendship & even life.
everything just dun go as smooth as i hope.

why? can someone tell me?
why would i feel that everything around me are moving differently?
did i do anything wrong? or is just that people are getting more & more selfish?

blogging with so many why..
LOL!! not like myself..
))==

my heart is feeling empty..
not because of boys as in guys..
i dunno how to put it in words..
lost of direction? no goals?

20 February 2010

13 February 2010

Chinese New Year Eve

I'm so bored! sis went over to her boss's house for steamboat.
the rest of my family is playing majong
& me is using the com..
so left out cos dunno how to play..LOL!

i kind of hate school. i wonder why too.
maybe is because i start working when i was 15
so i would rather work than study? haha!
being 18 wasn't that great to me..

compare to the life when i was 12,
i would rather stick to that age..
that's the happiest time when
whole family is so bond..

but that doesn't mean my family is not bond..
i mean whole family..with aunties,uncles,cousin & nephew..
wanted to go back malaysia today but gonna work on tues..
hais. being happy was the hardest thing to do in front of people.

let's not spoil the mood..
i wish everyone of the people i know
A Happy Chinese New Year & Happy Valentines Day!=DD
Enjoy the happy moments with ur love ones ya!

11 February 2010

Stupid.

Having BPS(Banking & Products Service) lesson now.
Classmate are presenting their work to teacher & class..
is kind of bored but what to do?can't go home..
so boring..class is not like a class..fuck! dun wan to say anymore.

ytd after work,went to play DDR, Basketball & jubeat @ bugis.
i was with shiying & jinghui. so fun man..
going to play later after work too..

peiyi,huiling,veron & esther,when can we meet again??
let's go out during chinese new year.=))
reigor,edwingor,cindy,sheena,xiumei & ahwee, when also??
i wanna eat steamboat with u all..=DD

didin't buy enough new year shirt..
maybe sat??LOL! that's all..
update pic tml..bye!

03 February 2010

Shocked but well.

Is been long that i last log into msn..
i was looking for ppl that i wanna talk to
when i saw someone which remind me abt my past..
i saw his msn nick & here it goes,
[ *Don - nSs@D2Jsp - <3 Baby Kitty Ruk Tur Tee Soot!]
  7th Jan Baby Coming Back Again

i guess he is happy with his life now..=)
i am not sad but was just shock..
but yeah, is already a PAST..
so just continue with life & be content with it..

i really hope he can be happy
cos i was the one who make his life ups & downs..
but i wish u dun forget me..
i really miss the past but i know we won't be the same anymore.

well,u won't see my post also..haha!!
so what i wanna say is......

i regret what i did to u..
if there's one day i bump into u somewhere at street,
i hope u won't ignore me..
i really hope it happen..=D