is so cool!

i'm outside wit my frenz at xin tian de..(tenchi digital lifestyle)
nothing to do sia..so grab some time to post something..=)
was in ttsh ytd..my mummy injured her finger nail..
blood coming out from my mummy hands..
i did nothing cos i'm scared..

i put out my courage & held her hands..
asking her whether she was okies & her response was okies..
i know she was in pain but i did nothing to let her forgets her pain..
so we went to ttsh till 8 plus..
i am so sorry to my mummy as she was the best to me..
we were not like mummy & nu er but we were like sister..

wad i can say now is i hope she will recover asap..iloveyoumum!

Me wit loving & caring de Gan Ge

morning was suppose to meet jinwei gor at yck station
but i woke up late so i met him @ bugis after his driving lesson..
had breakfast & lunch together wit him..=)

edwin gor & his frenz chi ren came to look for me
so i went off early..is 9pm end work but i leave at 7.30pm..
i boss ma so decide timing myself..(joking.)
then they acc me go eat dinner n took bus to amk together..
walk ard amk round & round till we were tired & we went home..

i love myself & i love the way i am..
i dun regret wad i did..
so if u hate me,
continue to tag me if u wan too..
i will play along wit ur stupid games till u r dead..
carry on!

Be strong!

back from Gombak..=)
went out wit weijun,jia,aijia,weijian & weiming today..=)
not yet bath too..wahaha!
post before is too late..=p

was playing basketball with them today..
i found myself playing so happily man..
in the past when i was so stressful after"tat break-up",
i was totally not in the mood in whatever i did..

he was a very nice guy which i can't see from my ex..
too bad he couldn't be mine again cos he still love his ex even when he say he dun..
i am always acting cheerful & treat as if there is nothing happen..
but deep inside my heart,there were broken glasses..

nothing could mend it till elly told me things which make me a little brave..
i told myself tat i must be brave & continue my life..
chinese always say tat i can't give up the forest juz because of one tree..
so i move on..i was alright till tat day she wrote some nonsense at her blog juz before new year..

it was a big struggle for me as i didn't tell anyone till the next day i came back from malaysia..
damn angry wit it cos no one has even say those words that r so hurtful to me
which make me dun even know how to control my feelings..
i was lost when no ones helps me along the way till this gal called liting..

she is a gal who struggle alot more than i do..
we may have misunderstanding each other
but she will always care for me even if we quarrel..
she is the one who wanna make me strong..
not forgetting Jia,Jinwei gor & my real gor too..=)
thanks for the listening ear..=)wahaha!

i won't be tat xiuzhen who is timid & let ppl bully me anymore..
if u still dun wan to stop,
then wad happen next dun blame ppl..
u only can blame urself lo..
things happen for a reason..rmb this ppl!

i am back from malaysia..

a short trip to malaysia during CNY..
a bit sian cos not a lot of fireworks..
is a BORING celebration tis yr la..
didn't take any photo cos i am not in the mood
to celebrate when i reached malaysia house..
reason??cos of 'SOMEONE'S BLOG'.

damn angry abt it as the thing happen in the past wit her current bf now
n she still dig out & wrote in her blog..-_-"
she say it wasn't me when she wrote like tis..
(x_____n??)is my name lo..xiuzhen..

dare to write like tis but dun dare to admit..
wonder wad she wan from me..
poke me everytime..dun u feel sian meh?
wan me to have a bad new yr or
wan me not to be happy for this CNY??
if tat is the case,u got it..happy enough??

you got wad u wanted!
say whatever u wan to write in ur blog la asthina!

last posts..=)

the last post before i go malaysia..=)
i going miss my frenz in singapore!
so wishing to all the viewer looking at my blog now,
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!

took pic wit some luggage department frenz today before i went home..=)
i will miss you all de!!=D
will be coming back tml or tues..
haha!!enjoy the photos!



SiStaR~





SiewMei & me



me & ZhenZhen.(giving birth ard march!)



me & Steven..(do we look like sibling??Lol!)

1 more day & i will be leaving singapore to malaysia..=D
went out to meet jia & shengling after work..
"last meet up before CNY"LOL!aijia came too..=)
we packed the food & sit together ouside the foodcourt.0_0??
a bit siao but fun!!
went home abt 11 pm..

i am having mood swing during work!
confuse,confuse & confuse!!
anyway,i wanna start planning my 18th birthday soon..
anyone wanna to help me with tat?plan for me or give suggestion?
dun plan on the actual day but i dun mind 5 aug celebrate to mid-night!=))
if can,go club!!(juz a joke!)




pls stop thinking that i am a baby in ur eyes can??
i may be too xiaohaizi in front of u but that doesn't mean i am!
my life i can control myself..i dun need you to mummy feed me this & that!
*wanna say sorry to weiming.*
give up is the best way..stop thinking & move forward,
there will sure be a gal better for u than me.. gomen

=(

i am sorry to the dance fuzion mates!
cos of my work,i missed a lot of dance practices..
sorry guys!!=( cos of my selfish,i didn't join u guys for jan intakes performance.
& there are so much things happen in dance fuzion which i dunno
tat leads me sad too..i promises i will make time for dance!

dun be sad or emo..when i am back,i hope i can see the happy face & smile
on everyone face..=) "One for all & all for one!cos we r Dance Fuzion!"=D
* i know this sentence very old fasion liao..sorry ah..hehe!

oh great!

tis is my 190 posts..=)
10 more posts & i reach 200!LMAO!
was wit xueshan the whole day
then the first things we do when we met each other,
we went for our first meal..=)

then we went to sim lim square to buy fone..
total price is $419!so exp la!
we went to bugis library too!=D
so bla bla bla~~~

then he went back to change & i waited for him..=)
he stay near King Georage's ave which got a lot of 'chick'..eee!
then there is french rd too!didn't noe singapore got this weird rd name..OPPS!
& i didn't even see a single soul of teenage..-_-"!

so we went to play basketball @ 5 plus..
play wit the ppl there..
all younger than me then 1 of them so hao lian..
dun like him la but lucky never spoil my mood..
i was happy today cos mostly my 3 points all shoot in!

so after basketball we went to eat dinner..=)
then he sent me to bus stop..
took 145 back to tpy & then 232..
i was at fitness corner doing sit ups before i went up..
i wanna slim down so i did 20 sit ups..
i HATE sit ups cos i can't do but i am surprise tat i can did tat much!

I WANNA GO MALAYSIA ASAP!
i goin slep as tml got work so buais!


me & xueshan


is the baby cute??

~edited~
will be eating lunch wit weiming(ahpui) as he coming down to look for me..
hope everything should be alright..=)juz dunno how to do la!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JOSEPHINE!18th birthday..=D


birthday gal,me & peiyi..