24 June 2010

What a life.

My first post & the last for june.

Sorry for not updating cos i am damn lazy to log in to update.
been watching drama show every night till 4 or 5 plus.
is been a lifeless life for me. holidays now so I've been working almost everyday
just of the sick of killing time & earning money for me to spend.

School gonna start in 2 weeks time. i hope everything will be fine for me.=)
less than 2 month will be mine birthday. its gonna be fine too right?
i dun wan the things to happen just like 2007.

31 May 2010

What to do.

Exam is this week. Didn't study at all plus project not done yet. hais. how? no mood..
29 may'10. The day he went back his home town. emo-ing but trying to smile.=)

Didn't wanna go at first but cos i put plane alot of time plus this is the last time i am going to see him.
went with my mum after work. took train from city hall then change at tanah merah station to airport.
i called him & i realise he took the same train as me so he came to look for me.
we talked till we reach the station. almost 17 ppl including me & my mum send him.

my feeling was ok as i just wanna send him cos he say he would want to see me.
went to terminal 1 & all of us took the train together. i was with my mum & he was with his frenz talking.
we reached & he went to check in as his flight was 12 am. is was only 10 plus. =)
i was just waiting for the time to past..

the check in took him 1 hours as he got too many gifts & stuff which delay somehow.
he was able to went in & wait for his flight.
that was the time my heart sank. it wasn't heartbreak but i cannot bear him to leave.
i hold on to my tears. i didn't talk much to him after that cos i was afraid i will break down in front of him.

he was about to go in then he hug everyone including me & my mummy..
i was still trying to hold on then had a false smile at him..
we said goodbye & take care. he went in,
i drop my tear at the moment.

my mum look at me & hug me.
i didn't wanna let him see me in tears
cos ...haha!!=)
then i called him but he didn't know i cry & stuff..haha!

i guess i stop here. my eyes are raining now..haha!
bye!