2 more mins & it will be arthur birthday..
happy birthday to you!=)CLOWN!!

today went back to sch for presentation..
totally shit!my presentation & report is horrible!
can't stand it myself too..
i am bad at doing report or presentation..
forget it,dun talk abt it anymore..

didn't meet up my bf for so long liao..
miss him a lot..=p
i hope he can understand me..
is not i dun wish to talk on the phone wit him
but the thing is he juz wish tat i am the person to start a topic first..
i already started it but he juz say i didn't..??
haix..very confuse..thinking whether i should give up on him..
aiyo,really dunno wad to do..

i need to cool down...sorry boi..

i think my blog going to be dead soon
cos i juz write my blog for the sake of writing it..
haha..

now busy doing my presentation
cos the date is near..THURS!
got to jiayo for project..

sian ah!>\<
anyway,nobody is tagging me..
so i may as well dun blog for tis few days ba..

i'm sorry tat i dun have time for u..
feeling sad & i wanna do some things for u
but i dunno how..

i'm tired..i wanna rest..

today is the 15 of Nov & 8 more days my attachment will be finish..
but guess wad??i decide to continue my job as now very hard to look for job or even good pay job..LOL!

i am stuck wit my presentation & report..
thump drive can't open so need to do all over again..
bit sian la but no choice..=(

i miss the past when all of us went out together as a group..
but now,we r like not calling one another out for drink or even movie..
this make me feel tat i am losing a lot of frenz..
i really wish we can solve our problem n be as happy like the past..

celebrating HongJang's birthday today..=)

i'm a bit tired so faster update my blog..
tues i was off so went to reborn my hair..brought a HAIR REBUILDER
cos my hair did dye before so need to take care..spend abt $100..
i'm broke la..so need to spend less this month..

today went to suntec outlet to take stock..
den went early to work place..
eat wit vincent & yvonne for lunch..
work from 2pm till 6pm..
after work,wanted to rush to Sakura @ Shaw Plaza for hongjang's belated birthday celebration but when i was changing at my outlet fitting room,the lock was spoil..
I AM STUCK!den was calling ppl outside to so call 'save me'..
den took abt 15 mins,i have to crawl below the fitting room hole..haha
so at last i am out of the room..rush to meet them..=)


den eat eat eat..wahaha!!took some photo too..=)
upload again when free..=)
buais!!!

i am suffering.

wondering y i always fail in all bgr??
always think tat i will last long wit the person i like
but in the end,always have the sad ending..

i am juz worry abt him n thinks he gets the wrong idea
n we quarrel..y do i have to listen to ppl n learn from mistake??
y i am always the one??not others??really can't understand..
trying to learn things tat i did wrong or nv done before
but y am i confuse??

~previously,my first bf feel tat i dun really concern abt him
so i change to be a better gf but in the end we broke up cos he cheated on me..
~when i was wit my second ex bf,he complain tat i didn't msg him when i was going to work or after work or even go out wit someone so i change n i msg him everyday to tell him where i go..but we broke up cos i feel tat is very tiring n he doesn't treasure the time we have together to go out..(but still is my fault so i dun blame him.)he treats me the best too..=)
~current tis bf,he feel tat i am already old enough n i should be mature n grow up..
he is the type of guy which he wish tat his gf can stand alone..must be able to have own decision..
i am trying to change for him as i also tink tat he is helping me to be a better person in life but i feel so hard n i am suffering..

cos i feel tat i am acting like someone who they wan me to be but i can't as i feel tat i am not being myself at all..

all i wan to do is to be myself..i can try to change but everytime wat will i get is broke up..=(

how i wish i can be guy juz for one day so i can understand them

listen up!=D

Hello my frenz..

my attachment job,COLDwear now having up till 30% off..
not all the items but most jacket r having offer
so come on down to buy ur needs of items if u r traveling
during NOV till FEB!=)

so come on down to United Square lvl 1 COLDwear..
* pls dun go other outlets..=)
i am selfish..WAHAHA!

20 more days & my attachment will be finish..
dunno wad job should i look for after attachment also..
quite like my attachment job but wanna work others job
so i can learn something new..=)

here r some photo tat i took when working..=D